akash

Hav u eva gav it a thot tht y we feel ourselves to b backward even if we r being termed as future superpower by d world...??? D reasons tht might flash ur mind must b corruption,illeteracy,poverty nd so on... But i amnt goin to repeat all those...i was thinking abt 2 things tht we must improve in order to b close to d developed nations... D problems tht come across moi mind otha thn poverty,unemployment etc r as follows: First nd d foremost thin KASHMIR,we r reading frm d past many months abt d bad conditions or burning of kashmir to b exact(not by d terrorists)... I cant go in d detail as i dun hav much knowlede abt law but wht i feel nd to which most people of kasmir wud agree is tht d most severe problem dey face is tht of ill treatment nd exploitation by security forces nd police... D forces r given so much authority tht dey can do anythin dey want,it is important to give them special powers in a sensitive place lyk kashmir but if those special powers designed fo d well bein of kas...

Finally i m writing.... I wishd to write on moi blog's anniversary but cudnt due to sum reasons(d same bcoz of which i was not able to write in d last 3-4 months)... nd tht is NUTHIN... I sumtimes feel tht dere r so many things tht r awkward or whom i dun adress properly nd dey keep haunting or rathr carry on getting older wid me...i wud lyk to share sum of fem wid u ol.. Sumtimes i feel y m i so lethargic.....y i always try to postpone things....y i make excuses umpteen times a day fo not doin work....y i m unpunctual most of d times....y i abuse many a times mor thn i wish nd i shud....y i dun do wht i planned in d loo....y i sumtimes get frustated lyk hell....y i feel lyk lonely even wid so many people arnd....y m i not studyin....y m i doin job....y i sumtimes b a nymphomanic nd sumtimes platonic....y i try to avoid a person who i lyk.... y i feel tht i m getting tht feelin nd den realize an hour afta tht it was all sham....y i being an atheist feel lyk clasping hands in front ...

Frm last many days i m thinkin tht d eagerness,anxiety and purpose wid which u start a thing fades away so quickly... D reason fo dis thin comin to moi mind is ME myself....whn i started dis blog,d thing which i had in mind was tht it wil suffice all moi writing desire...first i thot tht d passion is goin away....but now i think tht,tht desire has itself gone not d passion tht i hav fo dis blog... I thot tht i wil write it as DIARY,which went on like so fo sum days but got off d track just a few days later....now i m in tht phase whr i want to write but dun get much things to write as i dun want to write abt social topics(which i used to) as it wudnt help d cause in any way and in moi busy schedule i dun get many intrstin things to write plus time is also factor here.. So i hav decided tht i wudnt care abt dis thing now(time gap between 2 blogs) as it its not a positive thing to think about..wud write only whn feel lyk writing and hav a thing or 2 to write abt... D latest news is moi C...

Its been 45 days i last posted....and its a SHAME FO ME... D last month has been very very special fo me...!!! I cant write whole of it but wud try to summarize in d best way possible... 2 STORIES to go: On 29th whn i went to office i got to knw tht i hav to go to BIKANER fo a training of 2 weeks...surprised,shocked and annoyed i went to d manager and asked him to either cancel or suspend it,but neither of d option was feasible fo him... With no otha option i had to go to training...i entered d campus wid d feelin tht d next 14 days r goin to b a hard tym fo me.. D first day was a confirmation of dat view... .d class had 65 people(12 female)....arnd 12 were ex-army men out of which one was moi roommate....he was just double moi age ....talked to a couple of guys and also went fo outing wid dem in d evening thinking dat dey wil accompany me in drinking,but aisa hua nahin...akele hi ho aaya talli.. Second day i talked to otha guys also and found 2 fo compa...

I hav been dying to write....and as i m on a leave fo 4 days frm tom i hav d privilege of sleeping late in d night...so it has to b BIG... Moi writing wud consist of RUCHIKAS's case and also an EXCLUSIVE akash's review of 3 IDIOTS( no need to laugh)....and sum INTRSTING THINGS WHICH I HAV THOT ABT 2010...!!! For all those who dun knw who RUCHIKA was,here goes d story... RUCHIKA was a girl who lived in CHANDIGARH,she was quite fond of playing LAWN TENNIS....one day whn she was playing wid her frnd at d state tennis association's courts,she was called by a police officer called S.P.S. RATHORE,who was also d president of HARYANA LAWN TENNIS ASSOCIATION,to his office... She was molested by him....RUCHIKA was just 14 yrs old at tht tym and dis happened 19 yrs ago....AUGUST 1990... She got traumatised and told her friend ARADHNA's parents abt it....dey eventually told her father abt it which led to a statement being recorded before then DG R.R.SINGH... But it dint help her c...

so how r u guys doin....!!!! its been a long tym i last posted.... D first reason wud b dat of CAT and second being dat of JOB ... Today also as i havent got anythin special to talk abt,wud not say much... Just a brief detail of how CAT went and how moi JOB is doin... Moi CAT was on 5th december ,as most of u knw... It was a decent paper,not as easy as everybody who gave CAT(before me) said... 60 ques equally distributed among 3 sections.... attempted 55 or 56... QA:18-19 DI:18 VA:19 I found DI to b moderate,tables were more dan easy....LR was a bit tough thogh... Dere was 1 set which was copied frm last year's CAT ...d stats were same but d ques. were different... QA(maths),i found to b quite doable(unlike most of d guys frm moi slot)...dere were no ques straightforward frm NUMBER SYSTEM ,which almost all d people studied d most.... ENGLISH was more dan difficult... CAT ki aukat ki thi ....I would rate it as difficult dan dat of last year...RC's were horribly tough....VA com...

so guys i m back on blogosphere...!!!! I wanted to post all all d things dat i dint in d last 12 odd days,but 3 things dat need special mention hav happened in d last 2 days....so i wil talk abt dem only...!!!! TODAY(23rd nov) is a very special day in moi lyf ....its her birthday today(now dun ask who's)... and as i m not on talking terms wid her(she doesnt talk to me to b specific),i was in real tension dat if i wud b able to wish her,it aggravated wen her mobile came switched off at 12(night)...i kept on calling til 12:30,after 12:30 moi call went on waiting...and dat waiting lasted for arnd 1 hour...den as i was feeling sleepy and seeing no hope of talking to her i slept...!!! I woke up in d morning arnd 10,d first thing i did was to call her,she dint attend d call...i tried again after 1 hour,den also she dint attend moi call...!!! Afta another 1 hour wen i tried having d expectation of her not responding,she picked up d ca...