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SUPERPOWER ND THUNDERBIRD...!!!!

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Hav u eva gav it a thot tht y we feel ourselves to b backward even if we r being termed as future superpower by d world...??? D reasons tht might flash ur mind must b corruption,illeteracy,poverty nd so on... But i amnt goin to repeat all those...i was thinking abt 2 things tht we must improve in order to b close to d developed nations... D problems tht come across moi mind otha thn poverty,unemployment etc r as follows: First nd d foremost thin KASHMIR,we r reading frm d past many months abt d bad conditions or burning of kashmir to b exact(not by d terrorists)... I cant go in d detail as i dun hav much knowlede abt law but wht i feel nd to which most people of kasmir wud agree is tht d most severe problem dey face is tht of ill treatment nd exploitation by security forces nd police... D forces r given so much authority tht dey can do anythin dey want,it is important to give them special powers in a sensitive place lyk kashmir but if those special powers designed fo d well bein of kas

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Finally i m writing.... I wishd to write on moi blog's anniversary but cudnt due to sum reasons(d same bcoz of which i was not able to write in d last 3-4 months)... nd tht is NUTHIN... I sumtimes feel tht dere r so many things tht r awkward or whom i dun adress properly nd dey keep haunting or rathr carry on getting older wid me...i wud lyk to share sum of fem wid u ol.. Sumtimes i feel y m i so lethargic.....y i always try to postpone things....y i make excuses umpteen times a day fo not doin work....y i m unpunctual most of d times....y i abuse many a times mor thn i wish nd i shud....y i dun do wht i planned in d loo....y i sumtimes get frustated lyk hell....y i feel lyk lonely even wid so many people arnd....y m i not studyin....y m i doin job....y i sumtimes b a nymphomanic nd sumtimes platonic....y i try to avoid a person who i lyk.... y i feel tht i m getting tht feelin nd den realize an hour afta tht it was all sham....y i being an atheist feel lyk clasping hands in front

GD/PI and RESERVATIONS..!!!

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Frm last many days i m thinkin tht d eagerness,anxiety and purpose wid which u start a thing fades away so quickly... D reason fo dis thin comin to moi mind is ME myself....whn i started dis blog,d thing which i had in mind was tht it wil suffice all moi writing desire...first i thot tht d passion is goin away....but now i think tht,tht desire has itself gone not d passion tht i hav fo dis blog... I thot tht i wil write it as DIARY,which went on like so fo sum days but got off d track just a few days later....now i m in tht phase whr i want to write but dun get much things to write as i dun want to write abt social topics(which i used to) as it wudnt help d cause in any way and in moi busy schedule i dun get many intrstin things to write plus time is also factor here.. So i hav decided tht i wudnt care abt dis thing now(time gap between 2 blogs) as it its not a positive thing to think about..wud write only whn feel lyk writing and hav a thing or 2 to write abt... D latest news is moi C

THOSE WERE THE BEST DAYS OF MOI LYF..!!!

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Its been 45 days i last posted....and its a SHAME FO ME... D last month has been very very special fo me...!!! I cant write whole of it but wud try to summarize in d best way possible... 2 STORIES to go: On 29th whn i went to office i got to knw tht i hav to go to BIKANER fo a training of 2 weeks...surprised,shocked and annoyed i went to d manager and asked him to either cancel or suspend it,but neither of d option was feasible fo him... With no otha option i had to go to training...i entered d campus wid d feelin tht d next 14 days r goin to b a hard tym fo me.. D first day was a confirmation of dat view... .d class had 65 people(12 female)....arnd 12 were ex-army men out of which one was moi roommate....he was just double moi age ....talked to a couple of guys and also went fo outing wid dem in d evening thinking dat dey wil accompany me in drinking,but aisa hua nahin...akele hi ho aaya talli.. Second day i talked to otha guys also and found 2 fo compa